I automatically feel different because I have nothing to say. I don't have interests for catching random bugs or anything; just crackin' jokes and doing random things. You guys also make jokes on me being half-black. I know you guys are kidding; but it still doesn't make me feel welcome. Don't be a douche, white boys. I also moved here in like July and started hanging out with you guys since we go to the same middle school and we're in the same grade. They could say a million names and I wouldn't be able to recognize one.

You guys make me laugh, but I still feel different. I'm shy, sensitive, and a nerd with common sense. I wish I'd live next to my friends I actually hang out with at school. They're not mature, but at least I never feel different when I'm around them.

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