I automatically feel different because I have nothing to say. I don't have interests for catching random bugs or anything; just crackin' jokes and doing random things. You guys also make jokes on me being half-black. I know you guys are kidding; but it still doesn't make me feel welcome. Don't be a douche, white boys. I also moved here in like July and started hanging out with you guys since we go to the same middle school and we're in the same grade. They could say a million names and I wouldn't be able to recognize one.

You guys make me laugh, but I still feel different. I'm shy, sensitive, and a nerd with common sense. I wish I'd live next to my friends I actually hang out with at school. They're not mature, but at least I never feel different when I'm around them.

Labels: thoughts

Labels: holidays, lies, school, sports

• I'm getting $50 from my Aunt.
• My sister's ordering me a book on Monday.
• Dad bought me Cheeto Puffs
  

I'm super excited and happy knowing that all of this is happening. One night, I woke up so uninterested in everything around me for some reason. Like, I didn't want to go on the internet or draw; just sleep and be boring.

Now, I have something to smile about, I guess. OH! I also watched Ponyo for the first time. That movie is so beast, like Despicable Me.

At this moment, I'm just listening to music and updating this blog with a million other tabs up.

Labels: happiness, life rules

It disappeared out of nowhere, and I have no idea where it is. I looked every where in that particular area and all over the kitchen. I don't know if I'm blind or have a short attention span, but I just can't find it no matter how hard I try.

This means I can't draw or brag about my handwriting online properly. It obviously can't walk off by itself, but it's no where in sight. Someone's guilty, I'm just saying. Everyone's too suspicious.

Labels: blame it on someone else

So, me and her are talking again. But I'm unsure if I have a crush on her or not. I don't know if she was avoiding me or what when she thought I had a crush on her. She really shouldn't be so gullible towards what people say, because obviously people lie every day.

I know that I will never get her, but I'm happy for that. I'd like to be friends anyway. (:

Labels: happiness, life rules

So, there's this girl that I briefly liked. Somehow, people started to spread around the rumor that I like her. And now she ignores me and doesn't even talk to me. I don't even like her like that anymore.

It's just awkward when I'm around her. It doesn't even help that I sit next to her in Drama class. She just looks at me and doesn't even talk.

And I'm just sitting here like heartbroken.